Just had a 15 minute nap. I dreamt I arrived at my therapist's house (odd since I always had therapy at her office) and she'd told me to use whichever door I wanted. So, because I parked nearer her back door, I used her back entrance. I felt somewhat odd, I'd been told I could … Continue reading Therapy dreaming*
Yesterday was an awful day. I barely slept Saturday night. Managed about 2hrs and woke up feeling like death. Headachy, extremely low energy, body like lead. I was in PJs for most of the day. I did some ironing and ironed on name labels for the boys. That was about it though. In the morning … Continue reading Self-care day 5/222 – foot peels
https://wp.me/p6PMPh-1S4 I keep seeing these #whatif prompts and this one grabbed my attention. Right now... my ideal home is really any home. A little 2 bed place with a small garden, room enough for a cat and my office stuff. I don't care as long as my kids and I are no longer sofa surfing … Continue reading A #whatif prompt: My ideal home!
I want to email her so badly!!!! I CAN'T HELP IT!!! I'm desperate to. I want to cry so much and tell her I made a huge mistake and can I please come back on Tuesday after all? I want her back! I want to know I'm going back on Tuesday. I can't take this! … Continue reading drowning*
Today's act of self-care was another biggie. I went down to see my 94yr old Gran. I love her. I spent virtually every school holiday with her. I would love to say it was the only place I escaped abuse but unfortunately not. Still, I only endured abuse at the hands of my cousin sporadically … Continue reading self-care day 4/222*
This morning my sister served me 30 days notice on my stay here. This means moving in with my parents. 2 bed bungalow with 5 people, sharing a room with my 2 boys. Oh god. When is this absolute nightmare going to end?
Today really is a game of 2 halves. I started off really well. I went to see a local organisation designed to help people with mental health issues. The lady I spoke to (I'm going to have to call her Julia since pretty soon there will be too many people supporting me to keep referring … Continue reading self-care day 3/222 (and the worst news)*